THE INTERIM continued...

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August 97
Oh- How i wish you were here. Just wanna lay with you.
Just wanna be with you
and i know this time it doesn't matter
cuz there's nothing left to give
nothing left to leave.
I'm just so happy i'm free.
You freed me. You found me
and you freed me, all at once.
I can love again.
I know it.
Even though i may have fought it , i'm not anymore. I'm so happy. I wish you could share it with me. Wish you could drop all that baggage and wash your hands-
let me clean you...
I'll lick you, if you want. Anywhere you want. meow ;)
Is this what you wanted? Me to be me? Me to be free?
Well, thank you. I am me, and you were the key to that mystery. My mystery.
You're gonna have so much fun, if you come.
I've a thousand things to do, but the first is kiss you. I'm gonna hold you and i'm gonna kiss you.
AHHHHH!!!!! Hurry Up.
You know, if you don't come you're really retarded cuz i'm one hell of a super chic! And i'm here for
YOU.
Never said those things to anyone else, you know.
But that's the way it's supposed to go.
and this is the way its supposed to be.

[days later]
This is becoming the free-form book. May be i'm not supposed to write right now...

Sept. 4th, 1997
My solar plexus is hummin' at about 160. My belly's really whimpy & i'm weakened in the thighs and knees. Perhaps one day an aspiring doctor can look at this and tell of my condition with just the notes above. Without a doubt.
So what seems to be the problem?
am i worried?
am i anxious?
Oh pirate gets the girl and the ship tonight... I wish he were here tonight. I am feeling lonely. I am wanting love. I am suffering that human affliction of separation.

Where's security?
In Heaven.