2.14.00  PISSED OFF VALENTINE

Another Pissed off Valentine's day.  What is this?  This really has to stop.  I swear this time i did not do it.  I was only relating a story about how my Vdays in the past have not been so good and that i am happy <--operative word - that We aren't planning anything for the day.  He proceeds to tell me his perceptions of me, saying:  My Valentines are shitty because i expect too much.  When i don't get what i want or expect, then i get upset and make them shitty.  He continued to pass judgments on me until i made him stop.  I said i wasn't in the mood to hear how poorly he thinks of me.  "Truth is truth," i said.  And the truth is that i have once again placed myself with someone unappreciative and non-understanding.  I have to be done doing that.  I am looking forward to being with me again.  * There is one love...and he is god.*