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Open Book Poetry of the Chakras 1995
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| There are two indicators at the begining of each section. The first is Subject. This describes the main attributes of that energy center/chakra, as well, the content of that chapter. The second is Shadow. This describes difficulties that can arise when that chakra’s energy is not flowing properly. In each chapter there are some works that stem from these shadows. Choose from any chapter. |
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Subject: Red. Birth, beginning. Survival. Life force, raw energy. Stability, security. Adaptation. Elimination, end. Earth.
Shadow: Ungroundedness. Fear, panic. Survival challenges, nervousness. Lethargy. Coldness, resistance to change.
Birth (1987) It starts at conception, a beautiful or frightful moment in time. It then goes through shaping and molding when at last it’s time for birth. I’m about to give birth to a poem. I will give it the best gift i can, life. It will live in me for-ever. On its own? That’s up to you.
Riding With Jessika
(4-22-95)
I watched the storm blow over today.
Felt the dissipation of the weight of the clouds above me.
I breathe deeply.
In the moments there,
before the light broke the gloom,
i was forced to reflect on the passing darkness.
I felt a slight pang
as i thought of the rain i'd endured.
Hope it hasn't been in vain.
In the distance moved
the ominous force
which brought such a chilling wind,
slinking off like a bruised ego.
I wanted to feel sorry,
sad that it was passing away.
Then light hit my face
and i was freed.
Left not cold and wet
but cool and cleansed.
I said good bye today.
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Subject: Orange. Sexuality, passion. Emotions, feelings. Movement. Connection to others. Socialization. Impressions, images. Letting go.
Shadow: Overwhelming clairsentience (empathy). Repression, Holding back, holding on. Selfish desires/wants.
Slight Perversion (1992)
Come, i need you.
Show me how you feel.
Secure my deep desires.
Prove you are for real.
My mind is the passageway
to penetrate my soul.
I want your love inside me.
Let your spirit flow.
Your words move round
and stimulate my be-ing
but you’ll never have me truly
‘till you make my insides sing.
So meet me at the playground.
We’ll dream up something wild.
Hop upon my love-go-round.
We’ll get off with a smile.
She Will / Free Form (1-13-95)
For him she will lie beneath his weight
and listen to his soul
speak of pleasures she longs to hold.
From him she will swallow every breath
with an undying thirst for more
until she is stripped of all that came before.
With him she will move in synchronous rhythms
which changes her inside
into wishing she hadn't such furious pride.
Before him she will express her secrets
as well, her insecurities
hoping he'll wait till she's released of impurities.
On him she will deliver her hopes and fears
wanting his acceptance
desperately yearning for his pardon and patients.
In him she will place her faith and trust
explaining she loves him as she must
or her soul will be lost within the lust.
To him she may offer her very be-ing
but she needs understanding and time
to feel her flesh a worthy wine.
So fantastically freeing, i'm caught
in the power and lure of your free-form thought.
Belly (1-14-1995)
So anxious - can’t catch my breath.
So impatient - want to be with you.
Want you, want you.
I’m there now.
With you, with you.
I’m here now.
For you, for you.
Do you see? Do you hear? Do you feel?
Touch smell taste
The flavors of the human body.
Your body.
Your humanness
your balance
your love
voice
smile
eyes
BELLY!!
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Subject: Yellow. Time. Vitality, energy. Will, courage. Acceptance. Personality, power. Humor. Projection, astral travel. Magic. Spirit guide connection. Fire.
Shadow: Anger. Apathy, tiredness. Impatience, stagnation. Psychic closure. Improper egoism.
Beside My-Self (11-20-1993) Bizarre, very bizarre. This evening was lost. Body and soul existing out of synch, yet one. One slightly ahead. One slightly behind. Leaving me lost on this plane. Anxiety beckoning calling my name with an out-stretched hand kissed me long and deep. Leaving me lost on this plane. Drained of my spirit’s energy. Mad at the world Not understanding why. Not understanding why.
Astral Projection (4-16-94)
I'm sitting butt naked
in my chair
i'm trying to get through my window
from my chair.
The Point (4/16/95)
I think i thought rebellion
would prove a point to all.
I found myself in pain
so i put up a wall
and headed in another direction.
No one stopped me with the right question.
Diverging from the ache
i moved away from my self
appearing in strange places
acting like someone else.
Often proud of barrier building
i thought they made me strong
keeping my-self distanced
from every thing around
including me.
Eventually some one cared enough
to ask this truth of me
though slightly disappointed
that someone wasn't me
i've realized that i'd forgotten
the reasons these bars be.
So i'm moving back through hurdles
many and immense
no longer boasting carpentry
deconstruction's too intense.
Seeing where the tangent occurred
from atop of each blockade
i'm moving closer to the point
where my break from me was made.
Awakening (7-28-1995) A feeling deep inside me somewhere out there, a huge feeling. Something is about to happen so big. It’s coming - coming - coming. Let it come. Let it be. I’m ready. Solar Plexus, Heart and Crown spinning oh, so freely. An excitement building i did not create, hovers just above me, about me, before me. I’m reaching out. Feel me.
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Heart
Subject: Green/Rose. Love, compassion. Trust. Sympathy, gratitude. Success, joy. Positive love. Union, balance. Healing. Air. Acceptance. Forgiveness.
Shadow: Carelessness. Selfishness, possessiveness. Grief, sorrow. Inferiority. Loneliness, love loss. Martyrdom. Distrust.
Prayer Undefined (3-12-1994)
Bed feels kinda empty tonight. This is one of those
nights i really need you...if i only know who you are, were, will be.
Tonight’s one of those nights i want you to sweep me off my feet, hold
me in you arms tightly, and kiss me passionately, deeply.
Tonight’s one of those nights i want you to tell me of
places you’ve seen in your dreams. Tell me of lands of magic and
mystery as you run your fingers through my hair. Stimulate me with
your intellect. Intoxicate me with your humor. Take my mind
to a climactic bliss as you kiss the insides of my wrists.
Tonight you should be spinning me ‘round the floor, dancing
to the rhythm of our hearts. Letting me loose myself in your smile
and in the soul of your eyes. Your presence alone could free me.
Tonight’s one of those nights the bed feels kinda empty,
and i fear no one shall ever care enough to fill it.
Pink Blanket
(7-20-94) I know your heart's been broken I know you're extremely complex.
I know you've dealt with issues of purity, love and sex. I can not right their wrongs
or relieve the pain of scars but, if nothing else i shall remind you of love's pristine state - true.
I'll watch as love pursues you through my flesh and bone and breath. Your blanket i carry upon my wings
offering security, peace and rest.
Coming Again (4-15-1995)
He’s coming again.
I can feel it.
My longing from the separation
is a pain i too well know.
I want a love like before
i can remember -
but i remember.
And he’s coming again,
i can feel it.
I know his eyes.
They speak to me.
I know his heart.
It beats for me.
I will hold him again
as never before.
Come, my prince, come.
Your love i adore.
EQUATION (5-19-1995)
In back i ride to a distant place. Far from my heart.
Close to my mind.
You’re riding -- You’re wining -- You’re wanting.
I’m there. I’m here.
I’m everywhere you wish to be.
I see, in your eyes, a child. Cold, lost and lonely.
I offer comfort. I offer me.
-- See --
My child wandering far to find this home.
Your home.
In your arms, i am whole and wish to remain grounded.
The children ran far, frightened by reflection.
Coming now, full circle to find themselves in themselves.
Leaving the fear behind.
We are one together for division reduces by two:
You in me. Me in you.
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Subject: Light blue. Communication, expression. Relating. Creativity. Self image. Inner voice. Transformation,. Clairaudience.
Shadow: Repressed expression. Misinterpretation. Separation. Fetish worship. Selfish devotion.
Ode to Leo Fender (4-8-1993)
Oh, those fingers.
Those wonderful hands.
Listen...music
alone i stand.
What i would give
to be that guitar,
To be held and caressed
like those six-strings are.
He’ll never know
this power over me.
He closes his eyes
and refuses to see...
The world we’d conquer
if he’s let me in.
Listen...it’s passion
from deep within.
In light i shall never
want so much
to be worthy of any
similar touch.
For the depth of him
is solely reserved for that mystical, magical
thing which is heard.
Oh, those fingers.
Those magical hands.
Listen...music
alone i stand.
Perpetuation (7-2-1994) TEACH THE BABIES about freedom. Especially the freedom of speech. Then one day LOVE WILL ABOUND and your baby will never be weak.
I'd Love To (3-12-95)
for Frank Rossi
I'd love to give an explanation
but you blew my fucking mind.
Never met another like you,
You're truly your own kind.
Your essence
i find beautiful,
losing my-self
there.
Sometimes i'm
left speechless
and all i can
do is stare.
I came here seeking karma,
never expecting you.
I thought my-self untouchable
until i was touched by you.
I suppose this could mean little
since my stay is nearly through
but my peace lies in expression
and my heart resides in truth.
I'd love to sweep you off your feet
and care for you my way,
giving you freedom in comfort
and a mystical place to play.
You may not want to hear this
though the words may make you smile-
I'd love to be the one to love you
and you've known it all the while.
Thy Kingdom Come
(9-95) For her divinity her beauty she shines
like a nova. To be blessed with her gift of expression
i am grateful. To be the receptor of words i draw in
and accept. Momentum moves us forward by nature.
It's time.
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Subject: Indigo. Intuition. Knowing, thought. Understanding, universal wisdom. Truth, ideals. Visualization, imagination. Memory. Clairvoyance, telepathy.
Shadow: Confusion. Denial, lying. Ignorance. Headiness.
The Apple (8-1-95) Wisdom comes with the knowledge of your own ignorance. [The truth may sting for a little while but denial aches for-ever.]
Metaphysics (4-10-94)
Astral projection
Powers of the mind
That which exists
beyond space and time.
Hypnotherapy
experiencing it again.
Deja Vus
like harmonic overtones.
Instances of revelation
on past events are like...
Do brain waves,
the electrical impulses
the energies,
do they reach that source?
Out of the spectrum?
Do they then exist also
beyond space and time
resonating key moments
which brought the revelation?
My Deja Vus
how they plague me so
with intrigue.
Keeping me in line
i believe.
Days (daze) in LA. (7-9-1994) If you had any idea how often you’re on my mind through my thoughts in my dreams... then maybe you’d see. Love knows no distance. Bounded not by time. I will carry your smile past my ends. All-ways knowing the joy we shared and the love you deny. This power is strong. If only to remind you of its essence, Love led me to you in hopes you won’t again forget. If you do, you’ll see me in graffiti on the wall music in your ear a touch on your flesh. I may be a blip on your screen. This power is not unseen.
Breaking Through (10-4-1994)
All you have to do is remember.Then you will know your future.
1) ROOT 2) NAVEL 3) SOLAR PLEXUS 4) HEART
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5) THROAT 6) BROW 7) CROWN *NEW*
Subject: Violet. Spirituality, enlightenment. Universal connection, channel. Inspiration, dreams. Transcendence, rebirth.
Shadow: Disharmony. Faithlessness, disconnection. Mental disorder.
How to Invoke the Healing Powers (3-10-1994) Stress shows physically. It seems if i ask relief in true sincerity till the yearning becomes a burning and i’m completely enveloped in it’s magnificence.... i awake in such a somnolent state that every thing about me seem abstracted, filtered somehow from my conscience until i’m eventually dissolved from the force. I do not yet know what takes place in that sleep but alas! The mirror tells the truth, and i thank.
Flowing Well (7-18-94)
From your soul, the fruit, comes a nectar
far greater than it seems
It's depths could fill a well
of enormous wisdom and strength.
Then spill delightfully over
never to cease nor spoil
moving us all with a current
from a grander, infinite flow.
This, of that well, reminds of your beauty
taunting me with more
serving to secure my faith
in Love for-ever more.
To bask in this glorious flavor, i wish
so long as you allow.
Savoring the sweet you share
from swim, to taste, to swallow.
For i to create an image
and show thee what i see,
you'd love the be the nectar
from the fruit off that tree.
For a Greater Love (2-5-1995)
There comes a time when loves are distinct
in degrees moving from spirit to instinct
and in this time a distance comes clear,
leaving no choice but to break or tear.
Though fleshly bonds leave longing for more -
that one-ness allows emotions to soar
and passion to pour through every vein of be-ing,
separate from the soul, it can be deceiving.
The glory enjoyed temporarily, at best
without similar faith, the two shall not rest.
While naval love aches to work through-out
love from the crown leaves no doubt...
There is a grander scheme beyond this time
through which the higher love only survives...
and i know this time, despite all tears you see
‘tis for a greater love you set me free.
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